During the late 1980s and early 1990s, I also spent a lot of time in various hospitals with my iritis and interacted with many doctors/medical personnel, while undertaking all sorts of tests to try find out its cause. I was struck by the difference in their healing approach, as opposed to that of the alternative healers! As is still the case today in Australia, the hospitals were absolutely packed and I quite often waited 4-5 hours to spend 5-10 minutes with a doctor! With the required daily/weekly checkups, this was not a good situation for me while also having to go to work. I soon opted for having the checkups on Saturdays, in an emergency clinic.

So for a few years, my Saturdays were busy days, with housework in the mornings, then regular visits to the nursing home to work with my paralysed friend Dana and the old dying people there. The nursing home provided me with an exceptional opportunity to practice my own developing healings skills on the residents and it was amazing to watch the effects. Even though I never studied reiki, I channelled a lot of healing energy through my whole body, especially though my hands. Somehow this energy was able to stabilise many of the distraught ones and guide them back home in peace. I recall Dana crying a lot during one period and having red eyes. Once when I visited, her eyes cleared within one hour of my being present, without any intervention from me.

I soon became a member of the nursing team, with the nurses in awe of my ability. I explained that I was simply channelling spiritual energy and taught them to do the same, coupled with a lot of compassion. Before I came to the nursing home, I disliked people touching me and was terrified of death. The residents were very cranky and hostile at first. After reading some of Elisabeth Kubler-Ross’ books on interacting with the dying, I came to view them differently, ensuring I always looked my best, listening to them, touching them, bringing them little presents, i.e. usually biscuits which I hand fed them and always smiling! The nursing home soon became a very special, loving and serene place. Even visitors commented on the different atmosphere and how well their loved ones were taken care of. After a while, the nurses had a cup of tea/coffee ready for me as soon as I visited. As we all witnessed daily miracles through this form of healing.

My own hospital check ups followed later in the afternoons, then quick visits to mum and walks with our beloved dog. All these activities involved driving around a great part of Sydney, from one place to the next and wore me out by the end of the day. Although Saturdays were on the whole not busy days in the eye hospital, nevertheless, when there was an emergency, I often sat around for hours in the waiting room, watching TV or reading my self development books. On these occasions, I regularly watched Mike in the various sports programs. He was at the peak of his career, a very popular athlete. Every time I watched him, I knew that I was in there with the painful iritis because of him but had no idea why.

Because the iritis was not healing, Adam also sent me to Margaret, another spiritual healer. She too had a companion in the spirit world, a little man that she worked with. They had an interesting healing method for clearing blockages from my spiritual bodies. I was asked to imagine myself in a cupboard, with a broom. Margaret was able to see the blockages in my aura, would tell me what they were and then instruct me to again either:

1. RELEASE

2. FORGIVE

3. ACCEPT

Everything I wanted to release, I swept out of the cupboard with the broom, into the sun that burnt all the negativity. The little man made sure that everything was dissolved. He and Margaret assisted me in forgiving/accepting what didn’t get released.

I had many sessions with Margaret and was amazed what came up! Unending unresolved issues from various past lives, affecting me in this one. Mainly related to my current birth family, Mike, God/karma. There was lots of fear, anger, resentment, endless forgiveness to work through as we cleared the issues from my spiritual bodies, one by one. I was in my mid 30s by now and accumulating more and more resentment towards my dad who left me to take care of mum. The harder I tried to have my own life, the more demanding she became, smothering me with more and more tasks.

Mum happily supported my sister with her own life and career, while I took care of all mum’s affairs. My resentment of my birth family started to manifest physically through the candida. I had always intended to have my own family but my birth family never afforded me the time to have any relationships with men. The early relationships were doomed to failure. I approached all of them seriously and with love but soon found that they were seldom reciprocated. I searched for an honest, capable, loyal, generous, loving, supportive and committed man to build a life with. Instead, I only found the same self-centredness, selfishness, meanness, lying, cheating and weakness that I already experienced in many past lives. (The fact that 85% of Australian divorces are initiated by women, in every third failed marriage, indicates to me that unfortunately, I’m not the only one with such experiences)! My biological clock was ticking as mum became a bigger burden. The resentment of living my life for others, facing mine alone with no support and the pain of being in this situation reflected not only in the candida but also in the pain in my heart and my left eye afflicted by iritis.

Unlike the medical tests that couldn’t find anything wrong with me, Margaret was able to diagnose my sensitivity (not allergy) to many other foods and chemicals around me. I had problems with most hair products, as well as make up and still have some of this sensitivity e.g. I can guarantee an iritis attack the moment I tint my eyelashes! Margaret also informed me that the anger, hatred and resentment depleted my body of a lot of vitamins. She picked up serious anaemia in me, somehow missed in all the medical tests! Giving me and Adam more tools to work with on my quest to better health.

Lessons learnt:

• Doctors have their place in the healing of the physical body
  
  
• The cause of most of your health problems lies in your spiritual bodies
  

• You need to heal your spiritual bodies first before you can heal your physical body 

In love and light,

About the Author
Mira Mikulic, a Bachelor of Arts graduate in Philosophy with Honours in German, has primarily worked in the corporate world for over 25 years as an Executive Assistant to Managing Directors and also as an Office Manager. She devoted a lot of her free time to voluntary work with the dying and various other organisations, including Silva and Think and Grow Rich seminars, the Hunger Project and the Salvation Army. During this time, she has been on an incredible journey of self discovery which she would now like to share with all those who are trying to make sense of their lives or seek to heal their ailments.

Further graduate of:
Basic, Advanced and Ultra Silva seminars

Practitioner of:
Aromatherapy
Flower essences and Tissue salts

Participation in self development courses:
Higher Self Connection (with Rhondda Stewart)
Paralles, Twins and Soul mates (with R Stewart, A Nichols)
Basic Feng Shui
Numerology
Neuro Linguistic Programing - NLP (with Roberta Faddoul)

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